PROVIDENCE, R.I. – You know those moments in life when you think to yourself, "Oh my. What in heaven's name did I get myself into this time? How could I have messed up so badly?" Who among us hasn't had these intrusive thoughts along the way? Wendy Lawton certainly has, and these experiences have shaped her beliefs. Wendy Lawton is a mother, writer, naturalist, runner, reader and, she reports, a recovering journalist. Lawton lives in Providence, where she raises money for a living - and, most importantly, saves it.